I need to do something...
To be honest, I'm not active at all on this place. However I do log in from time to time to fav items and read a bit. Just, when was the last time I really submit anything? Sure this on picture of a cat, but that is not exciting. Maybe my life is just not exciting anymore? True, I admit I've been very bored lately. The same old shit just a different day. Not much to explore here in VA, at least I don't have the time to really explore. Maybe that is the key. Time. My job is taking alot away from me. Their is more to a animal shelter then what people see. Trust me. I rather not get into now.
So, why not try to update you on life? Well, being married kind of sucks. Another thing to slowly eat away at you. Things really do shine when you get married. At least he'll listen from time to time but that does not mean he understands. It is times like this that you really miss your friends.
I hardly have any here. Sure, people from work. A place I hate. People I hate and don't trust. What friendship? There is really only one and she is busy with her own life. Her talk here and there on the phone but never really hang out. Our work always conflicts with eachother. Then I have another but to me her only real interest at this point is to get drunk and smoke weed. -_-' Been there done that. I feel like her mother at times. lol.
Crap. Mother's day is this weekend. I find myself forgetting days like that. Nothing special about it any more. Seeing as my mother is miles away and hardly talk to me as it is. Nice at times but lonely in others.
Anyways, no more rambling, as I am known for. I have a earge to go back home for a bit. Truely find myslef, and not just run off as I did. Give myself time, as I have not done. You see, I do regret some things but I'm living on. If anything opens up, I going to go through with it. So, as of now, I'm thinking, comming up with ideas and slowly making their way onto paper. So, well see what comits. I kind of need it.